I Keep Up Illusions

I don’t care.
I’ve been hurt so many times.
I just can’t care.
Everyone is gone,
and I am force to go on.
I hate everything.
Nothing is worth keeping,
everything is shadowed by sin.
I am not one to judge,
but I keep going on.
I am lost.
Long ago all I found was confusion,
my reasoning too cruel to listen.
I keep up illusions,
so I will go on.