I Keep Up Illusions

I don’t care.
I’ve been hurt so many times.
I just can’t care.
Everyone is gone,
and I am force to go on.
I hate everything.
Nothing is worth keeping,
everything is shadowed by sin.
I am not one to judge,
but I keep going on.
I am lost.
Long ago all I found was confusion,
my reasoning too cruel to listen.
I keep up illusions,
so I will go on.

Teddy =3

Today 16.8.2011 ..I see her at school and gave her a Teddy and I look that she was happy I think? I hope she was happy :) hee Love you Baby Boo <3

1 Month :)

Baby It's been 1 month already...hee I hope our relationship will stay longer until the end of time ..
I promise that I will stay with you no matter what, I'm so lucky to have you as my Lover Fatini Aliah Mohammed Hairuddin I promise you that I will sing for you right ? Hehe and I cant wait the date of 13.07.2012 I love you so much baby boo <3 '' One for me, One for you, Two for me, I love you.'' muahh! I love you Sayang ..

You are my love

When I first met you I feel like my heart was stop beating and feeling a rush..
When you said that you like me I feel like It was'nt true..
But when you say you Love me I can start to believe that you really like me and love me...
When my heart was clouded you were there and clear it out...
Now you have save me from the dark and cold place, you have teach me that Love is pure and true..
Now I will take good care of you and precious you like a very diamond..
Baby I love you so much and thank you so much for loving me and I will take care of you until my last breath.. Fatini Aliah you are my baby boo =)..

~I will walk with you without going astray
Even if hardships ahead they lay
I will give you a loving hug everyday
No matter whether the sky is sunny or gray
I will shield you when harm comes your way
You must not be hurt come what may
I will make your days happy and gay
For your fears I will try to allay
I will remember the days to buy you a bouquet
‘Till I’m old and my memory is in disarray
I now only have this to convey
That I love you and my love is here to stay.~

I Loved and Lost you -emo poem-

You were my friend…
Maybe I didn’t show you enough
Maybe I didn’t tell you I cared enough
Maybe I missed something I wasn’t meant to
Maybe this is god’s way of telling me off
Maybe this is what I deserve
But you didn’t deserve that
Not that… not Dead!
You deserved a loved filled life
One that I hoped I could of been a part of…
Now that’ll never happen

I loved and lost you